Tuesday seemed to be a day like any other. Little did I know that I would experience my first encounter with an entity that belongs to the class of vampires – a psychic vampire. Let me tell you my story…
I had a very stressful day, and in the afternoon, at around the time of 17:00, I decided to close my eyes for a while. I quickly fell asleep but, after what seemed like a few moments, I awoke to find myself paralyzed, yet fully conscious. This is a state I experience on a regular base. At those moments my body is completely paralyzed, but my mind is fully awake, and it feels like my conscious is trapped inside my mortal shell. One time I managed to stand up while in this state, and I saw my surroundings as clearly as I see during waking consciousness, but I could still feel the connection I had with my physical body which I felt lying on the couch. However, this time, I was unable to step out of my physical body, as I lay in the fetal-position with the sheets wrapped around me. This gave me the impression that I was suffocating, and after a slight burst of panick I woke up, sweating profusely.
An interesting part of these experiences is that it provides an extra sense of perception. I do not only feel my body, but I can also see it very clearly in my mind which is fully awake. At those moments it is as if I can see my body from the perspective of another person, yet, at the same time, I am completely aware of the position of my physical body which I know to be immobile, and still lying at the couch.
After waking up, the panick I had felt quickly dissipated, and it didn’t take long for me to descent back into the realm of sleep. Once again I awoke, only to find myself in the same state I had just broke free from. However, there was something different this time. I could feel a sense of sheer terror which slowly took hold of my already paralyzed physical form. My mind tried to fight of the wave of terror, but it was clearly out-matched. I became aware of a black faceless mass, not unlike a coal-black thundercloud, that hovered at the end of the couch, near my feet. I knew now the source of the terror I felt, as this creature oozed terror out of every fibre of its being. I was held firmly in the grip of this creature, and slowly it crawled over my legs, making its way to my chest and throat. I felt like I was held down by a ton of bricks. When it had placed itself on my chest, I could feel it feeding of my neck area – the throat chakra.
Now, the following may sound a little weird, but I try to tell my story as detailed as possible.
As the entity was feeding of my throat chakra, I could feel my legs starting to twitch. I experienced an incredible uncomfortable feeling at my rear end. It felt like the entity tried to force its way up my backside, as to take possession of my flesh. It didn’t hurt, though it certainly felt as if the entity would rip me apart. This feeling sparked such a wave of panick in me, that I tried, with all my might, to throw this entity of myself. With an enormous effort I made my right arm move, but the movements were in slow-motion, like time had slowed down. With a burst of panick-fueled energy I managed to throw a punch, but I might as well haven’t, because it was like hitting someone when under water. However, the fact that I had managed to regain partial control over my paralyzed body seemed to have dislodged the entity, or maybe it was just done feeding, as the feeling of terror receded, and I woke up feeling groggy and slightly nauseous.
I had this experience on Tuesday, August 30, 2011, between 17:00 and 17:35.